Author: John Rains

Standing on the Precipice

June 24, 2025 0

A Personal Reflection There are moments — even after all the years, the growth, the ministry, the battles already fought and won — when the edge returns. Quietly. Suddenly. The familiar pull to step away from the pain, not because I want to die, but because I want the ache to stop. The heaviness that…

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Loving Without Losing Yourself

June 21, 2025 0

There’s a passage in Scripture that’s both deeply challenging and quietly liberating:“Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you…” (Luke 6:27).And elsewhere:“… for each one should carry their own load.” (Galatians 6:5) I’ve been wrestling with what it means to love someone well—especially when that love once ran deep but was also deeply…

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Patience at the Green Light: A Reflection on Spiritual and Situational Waiting

June 15, 2025 0

In Galatians 5:22–23, Paul lists the fruit of the Spirit: “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.” Patience—longsuffering—is not merely the ability to wait, but how we behave while waiting. And for those of us who walk with Christ, patience is not a passive tolerance, but an active trust in God’s timing. But…

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When Sin Hides in Plain Sight

June 13, 2025 0

Sin is not always obvious. It doesn’t always show up as scandal, addiction, or defiance. More often, it’s subtle. It whispers instead of shouts. It lives quietly in the corners of our hearts, in the motives we don’t talk about and the thoughts we never speak aloud. We’re used to thinking of sin as external—something…

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A Prayer at the Crossroads

June 8, 2025 0

She stands at the crossroads, though she may not realize it.The road she’s on has led her to destruction, to isolation, and to a brokenness that feels too heavy to bear. But the moment has come, a pivotal point in time where a decision must be made. I know this moment well—I’ve been there before,…

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When Letting Go Feels Like Rejection

June 6, 2025 0

Letting go was never meant to hurt her. It wasn’t punishment. It wasn’t spite. It was a quiet, trembling decision made after a long season of heartbreak, watching someone I care about spiral and refuse the hand that was there to help. But now… she’s angry. Accusing. Twisting what was meant in love into something…

By John Rains